iyaa.. Cikungs ulala. My very handsome pet was die. Tapi untungnya dy mati ga dikamar gw. Ga kebayang pernah ada sejarah kematian dikamar gw. Even its happen for an animal. Jadi, udah hampir 3minggu yang lalu, cikungs diungsikan kerumah nanu. Karna kesibukan gw, dan malasnya gw, si cikung jarang dikasih makan, dan dibersihkan kolamnya selama dalam peliharaan gw. Jadilah nanu setiap hari kerjanya ngomel-ngomel melulu, nyuruh ngasih makan si cikungs. Sampe pada akhirnya, dy capek ngomel-ngomel, dan meminta hak asuh atas cikungs dari gw. gw si seneng-seneng aja. Soalnya dipikir2 kesian juga si cikung kalo tetep gw asuh. jarang makan. sampe kurus.
Dipikir-pikir, jahat bgt yaa gw. waktu jaman-jamannya gw galau, si cikung yang nemenin gw tiap malem. dengerin curhatan gw yang kayak orang gila ngajak ngobrol ikan cupang malem-malem sambil sedih-sedihan. Cikung ga pernah ngeluh tiap gw curhat-curhat ga penting tentang kegalauan gw. Cikungs juga yang jadi laki-laki dalam hidup gw, waktu gw kemaren berantem sama nanu. Kayak yang pernah gw tulis sebelumnya, menurut pakar ikan christian agus, cikungs itu laki-laki. Saat itu juga gw memplokamirkan kalo cikungs sementara jd laki-laki yang ada dalam hidup gw.
Bak pacar yang kalo udh bosen dicuekin, dan kalo udh ada laki-laki lain diputusin. begitu juga nasib cikungs. Waktu gw akhirnya baikan dan gak berantem lagi sama nanu, cikungs pun akhirnya gw lupakan. jarang gw bersihkan, dan gw kasih makan. Palingan cuma nanu yang rajin ngasih makan sama bersihin kolamnya.
maaf yaa cikungs...
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were swimming home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for you cikungs
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my pet and also my boy
I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to look
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’d be the reason for your pain
And you could put the blame on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong, trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Rizky Lestari
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you
And you could put that blame on me
d_P
